Fill these spaces up with days
In my room,
You can go you can stay
I can't sleep
I can't speak to you
Now these years locked in my drawer
I'll open to see just to be sure
I can't sleep
I can't speak to you
And so I’m reaching out for the one
And so I’ve learned the meaning of the sun
And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view
I'm watching through my own light
As it tints the shade of you
Hold my wine, hold it in
Nobody's lost but nobody wins
I can't sleep
I can't speak to you

-Azure Ray

and then life caught up with me......so it's adiós for a while...

I wanna forget how to read,
I wanna forget how to write,
I wanna forget how to smile,
I wanna forget how to live,

Forget Life?

But she won't leave me, my constant companion. We sit on the windswept garden chair, sometimes we cry, we dream. Some we cherish, some we don't.

My love, pain. She’s been there all through these years, keeping me warm in the December days and she'll probably be here after I am gone too...Each time I leave her on her own, I can't but smile at the thought she'll probably be here with her open arms waiting for me each time I decide to come back....Now isn't that a happy thought...

:) Damn! I feel alive.

P.S. I know what u guys are thinking....and no it's not about anyone....