the heart is heavy

Saw a hindi movie today - Jab We Met.

hmm...don't even remember the last hindi I really liked. I mean a movie u see and come out smiling just thinking about it.

Jab We Met has this effect :) . I guess it's fun to have a someone whoz a real pain + a chatterbox. What a life.... :D

Hey, now I remember "hazaaron khwaishein aisi"...thatz the last one I saw...

rozaana jiye rozaana mare
teri yaadon mein hum
rozaana

rozaana jiye rozaana mare
teri yaadon mein hum
rozaana

ungali teri thame huye har lamha chalta hoon mein
tujhko liye ghar lautu, aur ghar se nikalta hoon mein
ek pal ko bhi jata nahi tere bin kahin

yun raat din
bas tujhmein hi
lipta rehta hoon mein
rozaana
rozaana jiye rozaana mare
teri yaadon mein hum
rozaana jale rozaana ghoole
teri yaadon mein hum
rozaana


har din teri ankhon se iss duniya ko takta hoon mein
tu jiss tarah rakhti thi ghar, vaise hi rakhta hoon mein
teri tarah sang sang chale yaadein teri
yun har ghadi baaaton mein bas, baaton mein teri
gumsa rehta hoon mein
rozaaana

kuchh gaao to yaad aaate ho...
gungunao to yaad aate ho...
kuchh phehnu to yaad aate ho...
kahin jaanu to yaad aate ho...
kuchh khone pe yaad aate ho...
kuchh paanu to yaaad aate ho...
rozaana chale yaadon mein teri, zindagi ka safar
tujhse hai roshan, tujse hai zinda, (yeh dil ka sheher)
rozaana




Been humming this song from the past couple of days...not idea why..

Btw....why is a flower called a "flower"? any ideas....

Why is that people sometimes don’t understand that they are never meant to be together.

Let’s take two of my friends for example.

The guy and the girl study in the same school; pass out from the same degree college and keep in touch for 12 long years. Both of them have seen the ups and downs of their lives and they have even shared their secrets that no none in the world knows expect them. The guy thinks they are the best buddies in the world, while the girl has or had other ideas about the whole relationship.

btw she is married now, has a kid and a wonderful husband. This guy is proud of what she has made of her life.

Now comes the clincher. Out of the blue, one fine evening during a normal mobile convo she blurts out she was in love with him for past 12 years or so. The guy is furious. Heated words are exchanged and knifes are drawn and suddenly they’re “enigmas”

The guy furious that she would do something as stupid as telling him this after all these years and the guy has never even looked at her in any other sense than the word friend. The guy suddenly feels like someone just stabbed him in the back.

And here comes the best part. The guy has known all along that she really liked him and he always acted dumb because he never had the nerve to tell her that he doesn’t see them like that.

The guy has been through lot in his life, parents fighting all the time, an abusive father, a mother who was least bothered what he was up to, a love affair which nearly turned him suicidal some years back – and lots of emotional scars that have over the years has turned into hate, pure hate for everything including life. And the girl obviously knows, cos he told her everything.

Now I am sitting across this guy while he telling me all this and I am suddenly wondering, why are relationships so complicated, why is it so difficult to understand that you end up biting your nails the whole night just thinking about them.

Relationships are not complicated, we just make them so. As for the guy and girl I just didn’t know what to say. Obviously they took each other help during their tough times; they kinda looked after each other. So why did things turn so bad?

I thought the guy was a little selfish, but I wouldn't know. Just this was enough to muddle my thoughts for the next couple of days.

3:30 am - Wedding Crashers:

And I am thinking....

People who love the most ...hate the most..

Tonight we read the end of the story,
Let’s turn these yellow pages over
Let's find a new beginning
This story is already dead sweetheart
Let’s get rid of the stench and the carcass

Let me open these windows
And let some summer breeze in
Let me smile for a change
Let me put on those brown suede I bought
For that special occasion

Let me dance for a while under the stars
And find my singing voice again
This life is not over, yet.

Let me walk all the bridges in Paris, O’ hopeless romantic
Lets me stare at the Sistine chapel and owe
Let me have that first kiss again
And that tickling sensation at the back of neck

I am here, to fall in love again with life

Sitting here in the silent night
And your picture, blurred though
Along all my gloomy solitude

Haven’t thought about you in a while
Life has decided
Not to have love anymore, it seems

I know,
I can't blame you, my heart
I can’t blame myself either
Somehow I’m lost like the withered leaf
That got blown away in the autumn breeze




How do you feel when a insurance rep comes up to you to sell a life insurance and he gives you an illustration and then says looking very seriously at you;

Sir, you will live for a minimum of 78 years.

And I am thinking, s@#* ….that long…. :)